Archive for December, 2006

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2006.1220

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amazing! i actually carried my pencam on the way to the office last week. it was behaving very nicely i must say and we had a great deal of fun. now the work is done and i am ready to play. i feel slightly nervous about free time, i am so not-used to it. of course i must come to the office every day, but NO work when i go home. wow! what will i do? art or something? for sure i must quit spending money. for some reason, when i have too much work, i tend to eat more, drink more (BAD me!) and Buy Things. not frivolously, but things i need or have wanted for a long time. i don’t think i’ve impulsed shopped in years and can be very rigid about spending money. until i am overworked. and then i feel like i deserve those things. weird. but i now have a coat and shoes i needed and um. well. photographers (sic) *do* need proper tools … right? ahem. we also have much good food in the house. and then a bit of naughty stuff, too, as betsy loves to bake!

i feel very content lately.

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2006.1220

is a “fun little project” that much fun if you lie awake at night beating yourself up for not doing a fabulous job? that is how encounteredArt is going. yes, sure, there has been LOTS of work (not the art kind) and travel going on the last couple of months. i have barely been to the artTable. but i had a stash of small art to share. did i remember to put them in my pocket while i was tearing through the streets of Boston a couple of weeks ago? did i remember to put them in my pocket while i was ambling the streets of Kansas City yesterday? NO.

i keep forgetting!

but i am not giving up yet. i do have some other things in mind, that i will begin after the first of the year. in the meantime, i will share some beautiful discoveries of yesterday. in two hours, my oldest daughter and i saw more excellent contemporary work than i have seen in months. we wandered in the Crossroads Arts District in Kansas City. a lovely time.

Sherry Leedy Gallery:

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bev gegen

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tom nakashima

Byron Cohen Gallery:

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leslie lerner

The Dolphin Gallery:

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anne lindberg

Blue Gallery:

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john folsom

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william rainey

…only a few of the wonders!

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2006.1214

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betsyScape : boston

i am supposed to be working on the magazine, but i wanted to write a little. however i am realizing i might whine, so perhaps it is not a good time. everything is actually quite fine, apart from being very artless and waiting for “holiday season” to be OVER. i do not like december. this year will be staying at home with my poet and betsy, who arrives tomorrow night! margaret chose to stay in texas with my family. they will be so happy to have her. she has been gone for almost a year now. betsy, too. it seems so strange. time passes terribly quickly.

the medieval art history final was over on tuesday. i am glad. i have decided not to take a class next spring. i’m a little burned out and i don’t really know *why* i keep doing it. i’m sure i am too chickenshit and old for grad school and the only thing i would be interested in is an MFA and they would laugh. i just know. besides i don’t have the proper credentials. i wish i could quit dreaming though. mostly i just need to do my work. but i feel i am drifting further and further away. lately i am not even making images. i *am* still looking though. and composing with my eyes. but i never seem to have a camera at hand. bad, huh? i know. partly i am disenchanted with my primary tool. i just don’t love my little Canon. i have never become comfortable with her and she doesn’t even have a NAME. i have been lusting over a Lumix FZ50. and i just might… but in the meantime i need to at least toss the jamcam in my pocket.

and i found my coat finally. a parka from Lands End. black with lots of pockets, my butt is covered and cozy gray fleece inside. LOVE.

i suppose i should work…sigh…

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2006.1211
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2006.1210

it is 1am boston time - betsyWorld time - and i am awake and sitting on her futon (my bed. she is sleeping in james’ room. he’s gone this weekend) in the dark on grandma bettie’s quilt with only a nightlite and typing on my old Sliver - (how i miss her, this sweet sleek silver beast). out the windows, through the tree branches, i see cars on MassPike and at any minute, a train may tear by in the backyard. i wear warm socks and my favorite black fleece yogapants and a ragged gray gap hoodie of betsy’s. it has a large tear in the right wrist. i have stuck my hand through it putting it on more than once already. downstairs two of the girls are still at the hookah and talking about random things. the rest of the girls have gone to a party. i elected to come upstairs and “retire”. it has been a long day!

the plane ride was lovely yesterday. i can’t understand why *everyone* does not wish to fly Midwest, but i was happy for the empty seat next to me to spread out in. mostly, a book was in my lap, but i *did* study a little. i also ate cookies and drank coffee. i loved the way my clothes felt on me, the velvet shirt, the new one-sized-smaller stretch Levi’s, the golden woolen socks given by my poet … and my new black parka! finally! the one from Land’s End was PERFECT (except i have difficulty with the zipper). i was completely happy. walked out of the airport, right onto the T shuttle, right on to the T, and right to the theatre to meet betsy. watched the plays. went to dinner with her and her friend after, she bought me a margarita!! wheee! walked back to her house, was introduced and shown the house, wallowed on the futon together and watched a DVD (me, you and everyone else we know? something like that! it was sweet…), finally to sleep at 2am. (hey. this is betsyWorld).

awake far too early. 7:30. um. what lovely sunlight in this room! ha. read and studied. called the insurance people. made images of betsy’s windowscapes. she awoke. we readied and outed for some coffee and the T to the Isabella Stewart Gardner museum and omigod. i had no idea. i thought it would be some stuffy old lady museum. NOT. what a fucking awesome surprise. betsy had never been either. we both adapted to the right spirit of being and looking fairly quickly and were enchanted. then a late lunch at Bertucci’s. YUM. to B&N to look at the new Annie Liebowitz book for a very long time. i might want it. but will have to wait until amazon used has a great price. then a purchase of movie munchies, small enough to sneak in and to the BIG theatre to see The Fountain. then back here, then to the theatre. i detoured to buy some cushy things for inside my green velvet doc’s. why the fuck do they put NO support or cushion on those shoes??? i only found out today. my feet HURT. then some starbucks. oh shut up. once a year. i don’t care! then to the plays again. then back here for a girl party. hee hee. they had me drinking my red wine out of a lime green curly straw, but they did NOT get me to pogo to the B52’s. instead i got to be the director of betsy and julia. they did wonderfully! the girls are all so dear. i am glad betsy has them. they are funny and bright. but man. they drink shots of HARD stuff! it was very fun to hang out with them. i have the munchies rather badly, but there are only sweets down there! i mean like cupcakes and cinnamon buns. eeeeew! no potato chips!!! so i am drinking water…it seems like the boys of the house have returned. i hear deeper voices down there. i think they all stay up forever and i will have to go out alone tomorrow despite the weird door. tomorrow i want to go to the MFA and walk around with my camera while betsy is in matinee. it’s not that cold.

i am having a GREAT time. i guess i should sleep now.

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2006.1208
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off to boston and a weekend in betsyWorld in a couple of hours. it will be fun, i know! and sitting on the plane with NO obligation beyond keeping the book in my lap? sigh … delightful!

then return to the bizziness…

who knows? i might even snap a little picture or two? gasp!

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2006.1204

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somewhere in texas along hwy 281 : november 2006

related to nothing in particular, as are all of the few saved images from the trip. quite random. could not do a little tour of them if i tried. which i don’t have time to do right now anyway. a long working weekend. short break for groceries. on saturday. longer break for warmClothesOnSale on sunday. i can only engage in live retail experiences 2 or 3 times per year and yesterday was one of those days i knew i could handle it, so i did. no hikes. no photowandering. have forgotten how to use my camera, i’m sure. two ok movies. well, one. omigod. i’ve already forgotten the friday one? a few pages of a new book The Thirteenth Tale. um. what else? well. at least it was two days out of the office! could i be more dull lately??

now monday. awake since 4:30am. messing around with images a little. looking for old receipts for the insurance claim. afraid i don’t have them. will have to take the 1-foot stack unfiled stack out of the drawer tonight and sort. omigod. maybe the black parka coming from Lands End will work. (fingers crossed) rather looking forward to getting on the plane on friday and doing Nothing all the way to boston. now the poet awakes. i must beat him to the shower! onward…