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midweek. feels like it should have been friday yesterday. made about 6 dozen handmade bizness cards this week. (what will i do with them?) all week has been gray damp and springGreen. english weather (or irish?). except for monday, which was beautiful (and hot), and made escaping the office and walking to the dentist’s with my pencam a treat. 2.5 hours at the dentist was not a treat. no. i don’t want to write about it. i am just getting it all done, then paying. then *really* going every 6 months, like a goodGirl. daydreamy this morning. and sleepy. and very hungry already. eating is not much fun with a temporary crown. i’m so afraid it will come off. i am growing out my bangs and it is horrid. but i am *determined* this year. this is the week to worry most about betsy. mostly i just want my girls to be healthy and happy. why is it so hard? i wish i had a magic wand. i thought i had something else i wanted to write about, but it seems to be lost. this will be the weekend of the car. i want to go somewhere strange and make pictures.