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while travelling over the holidays, i released nearly all of the rest of the small pieces. again, i found it more difficult than it *should* be, to leave things. sometimes i would forget altogether and i missed some great spots. once, my companion caught me sliding one behind the stand-up dessert flyer at a stripMall salad eatery in oklahoma. “why here?” he asked. “no one *here* will care.” i didn’t admit that i had left them in many careless places. i tried to explain my concept of release without attachment, but i don’t think i did a very good job. he still thought i was wasting them. maybe i am.
i try hard to release in good spirit, but i can’t help wondering if any are found and if they are appreciated. i do wonder how many are trashed. but i also realize that i am abundant and productive and there is more more more within. if just Time were more abundant! ha.
next weekend will be a quick visit to Boston, to view my oldest daughter’s end of semester theatre work. i love to think i will have time to create a small special set to take with me. but there is the 8-5 and freelance work due, so we’ll see…