081208

maybe.

maybe soon there will be a new home and rest and a feeling of being settled. not yet though. i’m still not quite sure where i will land and don’t want to speak until there are papers signed and money has changed hands. it feels precarious. yet i am asked “what do *you* have to worry about?” hmmph. each person has their own levels of fear and insecurity and stress. i have mine, for certain. having the artStuff packed up for almost a month is unsettling and i am finding other projects, like furniture-painting! mmmmmmm. sage green wicker. the clearing out is very gratifying. betsy and her friend passed through for an overnight stay on the way to california from boston. driving a 14′ uHaul. i was in awe of them - two city girls with little driving experience, undertaking such a trip. they have worked all summer and saved every penny. betsy took lots of stuff away, too! wheee! mostly i am only good for packing/clearingout, reading embarrassingly light mystery novels in a cool bed and … waiting.

2 Responses to “081208”

  1. M. Buek says:

    Can you give us a hint? Are you abandoning Lawrence? I know, you’re moving to Bushong. Or Burlingame.

  2. cobaltika says:

    thank you lynne! i am ready for a happy dance…

    mary, i must stay in Lawrence for now, but i am downsizing my living situation dramatically - so i can prepare for The Big Move (destination unknown as yet!)

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