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it seems very long since i have written here. having a rather lumpish week, although i have been snapping merrily with the pencam every day and also working at the artTable, even minimally, every evening. i will finish those 31 collages and that pencam book, i WILL. i feel more determined than inspired. i am so tired of my work and rather disappointed with myself in general, lately. sometimes it seems as if the Something New is percolating, but after a day of lumping in the office, it all drains away. i do like this new top though. it is a dusty purple velvet thing from JJill that i found at the Austin Goodwill last summer. i am completely in love with it and today is the first time for wearing. it is quite autumnal here now. i have been using a Sundance catalog for glueing and every time i turn a page i want something on it. greed for long drapy skirts and important sturdy boots. little cardigans. normally i don’t want *stuff* so much, but i have had a longing for garments lately.
it will be a working weekend, but i will probably go out wandering a little. i have been using the new Diana+ (wheee!) but have yet to see any outcome, as it is such a fricking pain to get to the camera store to get the film developed. now they don’t develop on saturday, which is the only day i go out in the car to do errands. bleh. whatever. i feel almost desperate to have some kind of fun, but i am not sure exactly what i would find amusing. i guess that is enough self-absorbed rambling for this morning. friday. thankyoubabyjebus.