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this week is much better. especially today. 60 degrees in the early morning was quite refreshing. the wound is healing, despite discontinuation of the second scrip of antibiotics. i don’t care if you are not *supposed* to…my intestines and intuition told me otherwise. DanActive only made things worse, feeling injected with CO2 or something. but now, even though leaning toward re-invention and slightly frustrated with the present, so much better. and a 3Day weekend!!
have been rebelling against “shoulds” at the artTable, too, and have decided to just keep making those books anyway. they please me more than anything, even though i find myself apologizing constantly, inside and outside.
i have also decided to go ahead and visualize. and dream.



