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23 June 2007
most of last evening and today i have felt an unexplainable euphoria. even though last night was work work work and also this morning. a small break to go to Target and Buy Some Things. every time i am about to go on a road trip i feel a need to do that. i was a traitor to ImageWorks and left a couple of rolls of film at the 1-hour at Target. man. i’m glad i didn’t pay more. my big plan of double exposure with the XA2 did *not* work. no it did not. two of the images were play-withable and came out sort of magicky. i like them. some of the shots from Sunny the CheapCam were pretty good but … well … boring. i don’t even know if i will bother scanning them. oh well! i haven’t had prints made in a long time so now i have many photos to alter! yay?
it was a little sad though, to see such crappy results, because i feel like i have lost something.
i think it might be concentration? i’m not sure. i feel like i can’t think anymore. or something. as if there is just not enough time. always something else needs to be done. i tried to sneak an hour or so at the artTable this afternoon. it was stupid. no time for anything beyond glueing a bit of tissue border. just the mindless stuff. my euphoria dissipated…
oh i don’t want to think about it!
i will have a cold white wine and go back to work. then we will have guacamole soft tacos with lots of salad within and FRIED OKRA and then watch a DVD on iMac theatre. then i will sleep. i sleep like a bear lately. all is well, i’m sure.